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Short and Sweet: I know I havent posted in a while. I have a lot to say, but i just can't. I don't fel like writing or doing much of anything currently. I'll try to do at least one post by this weekend.. maybe..

Bye,

Julia

People Are Confusing.

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Hello. ♥ Today I have one straight forward purpose. --> People. They can be so very confusing. =| Hopefully you will be back next year. First, a goodbye to everyone switching schools to prep school! It seems ridiculous so many of my friends are being switched at once. So goodbye: Andrew, Tanner, Ben, and all the rest of you.♥

But now for the confusing part.. Why can't some people just say what is on their mind? Why do they want you to wait or keep it a 'secret'? I am waiting for "Fred" to tell me how if he feels the same and it feels like it might never happen. He is just about the most confusing person I have ever met. He seems so simple, but he doesn't want to let people what is on his mind so it makes him somewhat confusing. In my ideal world, this would work as I say I like him, and he just says if he does or not too. But of course, this isn't my ideal world. That's what makes life fun and interesting. We are the exact opposite in the sense that I share exactly whats on my mind and he rarely does, but we have never had a serious argument before. Could it prove opposites attract? ♥

I get the feeling on the inside he probably doesn't like me back. I get this because for me, if you like someone you say so. I need to keep remembering that to him, as well as most guys, they don't and like to make girls wait. I need to think about that to say positive. :)

I only told one person my true feelings. That person would be Sahra, she's my cousin and I love her to death. I would tell anyone of the Idinerds (Elphie, Sarah, Kaia, Kelly, Alex, ect.), but they wouldn't understand well enough. Most of them because they live a few states away, or even a continent away. Elphie wouldn't because although she lives here, she doesn't go to my school this year, now did she last year. (She will next year though!) I feel like Sahra is the only one I can tell right now. I would tell my best friends and neighbors (Amanda and Natalia), but they are best off being kept off in the dark until if they judge it wont matter. I don't think they like him very much and I don't want them to make up my mind for me. It's my choice, no outside influence! I can predict their reactions anyhow. Natalia would just most likely go ew why him? or something similar to that. Amanda on the other hand, would probably be thinking the same, but then would be concerned I'm going to get hurt. I know Sahra wouldnt judge. She doesn't mind him, and even if I ask for outside influence she always says 'It's your choice.' From her point of view, she thinks he does. At least, that's what she told me when I told her. She said that she's almost sure of it cuz it's "always been you and him and he gets sparkles in his eyes and you smile a lot" . All i said was Wtf. And I was thinking Wtf what twisted world are you in.? I don't neccessarily think it's true, but some times people who aren't involved see things best, ya know? Well I hope Sahra is right. He said "maybe tomorrow", since tomorrow is now today, I hope I find out today.

Sigh, I'll post tomorrow morning because I'm spending the night at Amanda's. Since her uncle is gone, it's going to be me, her, Natalia, her aunt she lives with, her other aunt, and Colby and Charlie her adorable little cousins/sisters. (Even if she does claim Charlie is evil.) But scary movies all night? Its going to be super funn!! Actually, instead of tomorrow morning, most likely tomorrow afternoon. :)

Love and Rockets,

Julia

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Spring Break & A School Day

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Hello! :) First day of spring break! Woo! I don't really know much to write so I will just give you an update of what happened since the last post.

Starting from last night:

I went to the Liberty choir concert to see Elphie and Sarah D. It was good. Aside from that not much during the night. I'm also "babysitting" Elphie's flamingo Rose while she is on a trip to D.C. fun fun :)

And so far today..

♥I consider this the third worst day of the year, the first being my birthday and the second being august 25th

♥Before Class
-Got ready for dance and found Sahra and Lily :)
-Sahra and Lily decided I looked stoned

♥Dance
-Ms Brown kept giving me looks like she thought I was high
-We learned more of the dance we are doing for showcase
-Tanner, Ducky, Kaitlyn, Lauren, and some other people watched us

♥Englishh!
-Janet was gone
-Kaitlyn sat at another table because Jesse did so I was a loner :(
-First time we saw Ms. Barber in two weeks and now we have spring break for another week
♥Lunch!
-We started a mini food fight! hehe
♥Math
-We had a test
-Rose and me listened to her iPod

♥Off Hour! :)
-for me it means no last class of the day! :D
-I felt like sitting in the corner talking to no one...so I did

Love and Rockets,

Julia

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Health. The Worst Class In The World.

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Hello! :)

I know I shouldn't be posting in school right now, but I don't have anything better to do. I finished the study guide and already turned it in. I have twenty minutes so I can make a good-length post right now, right?

Well, as I said, I'm in school. And I am in health class. In my opinion, it shouldn't be a bad class. In middle school it was okay except the teacher was... odd and pedophile-like. Here, in high school, people don't mind it but i have the teacher from HELL! Her name is Ms. Garcia, and she absolutely hates me and Andrew. Oh the fun! I suppose she has taught me a few things although, perhaps it might come in handy...

What Ms. Garcia Has Taught Me:
♥By making my own choices and telling the truth I am setting myself up for failure.
♥Some people are stupid enough to marry the worst people on the planet
♥Supposedly, it is OKAY to have kids without being married to the guy or even have a relationship that will probably last with him
♥Health is really just common sense, but no one in the WORLD seems to have common sense but Ms. Garcia
♥Some people should NOT become teachers
♥Lying makes you "succeed" in life
♥High fives are a form of violence
♥iPods will "brainwash" you.
♥Sitting next to someone who is dating your cousin absolutely MUST mean that you are secretly in love and need to cut to the chase
♥Reading a computer screen is "making fun" of some one
♥Never be on time to a class you teach yourself, its passe. Always come within 30 seconds of when the students would be able to assume you aren't coming and leave.

Well, that is just naming a few of the things my wonderful health teacher has taught us.

Anyways, on to a better topic. After I take the test...

Well, just took the test. It was easy =P and now I have about 20 more minutes to write. :)

Bleh.. now I'm at a loss of words.. hmmm..my day so far:

♥ I was up until 2:30am talking to Niko over msn. It was fun lol :)
♥ I did NOT want to get up this morning due to a headache :(
♥ I found out stuff I memorized was on the formula sheet so it was a waste :(
♥ In History we finished watching a SUPER long movie..and basically, after you follow the guy through his life in WW1 for 4 hours, he draws a bird and gets shot. Who starts randomly drawing a bird in the middle of the war?! seriously?!
♥Lunch. Just the average. It was funny when Amanda randomly goes "Ever since we watched New Moon yesterday I keep imagining Taylor Lautner shirtless!"
♥Now this class, health, and blogging.

Even though most of it sounds boring, its been a good day so far ♥ I get to go to Elphie's choir concert later too. :)


Well, ttyl.

Love and Rockets,
Julia

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Snow Day ♥

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Its a snow day! ♥ Im happy but at the same time not happy. Like Janet said on her blog.

I am happy because:
♥no school :)
♥ amanda, natalia, and me got to hang out and we shoveled snow, watched new moon, then went to dairy queen
♥I didn't want to do more with the book Les Miserables for english

I am not happy because:
♥I studied hard for the math test
♥Now I don't want to focus to study for my spanish and science test tomorrow
♥the dance test will either be after spring break so ill forget everything or on friday but we wont be able to study
♥I missed my off hour :(

I guess all in all, I was kinda looking forward to today, and now tomorrow is a B day and I like A days better. Couldn't we have had a snow day yesterday or tomorrow.? Oh well.. I had a good day, and thats what matters right.?

I feel like I make these kind of long... hopefully you are still reading, but I just have lots to say! I could probably do two a day but I figure one a day is better.. although I might do two if something happens!

The last thing I want to say is about this one guy, I don't want to say his real name at the moment so let's call him...errr...Fred. I think I like him a tiny bit.. Well, best to just let things happen on their own! I'll keep updating about "Fred". :)

Well byes! I know I'm copying this but I like it:

Love and Rockets,

Julia

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First Post :)

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hello.
My first blog :D I would've done it during free time in spanish but Mr. Flores got upset and gave me more work to do. I wanted to do it earlier, but I had to read for English tomorrow. I started reading Les Miserables trying to be positive and now I want to burn it only like 15 pages in!

Random Things On My Mind:

♥ I am talking to Elphie right now :)
-she wants Sarah to text her

♥I am texting Sarah Davis right now :)
-She is in Omaha and we decided her uncle is a butt muncher for hating the monkees.!

♥It is snowing
-If we don't get a snow day I will be upset!

♥Earlier today i decided i want a gold fish
-I want to name it ladyfish.

♥It feels like it should be Thursday
- This is going to be a longggggg week.!

Weeeellll, i don't know much else to say!
Byes!
~Julia

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